thats u, baby.. :)

thats u.. baby ^_^
thanks for everything dear ^___^

hey, i won't leave u alone... :)

this moment when i am not around
you wrote me this..

n i just want to tell you that...

every single day.. every single minutes of my life..

i need you too... n i always wanna be with you..


all the time... i don't know how to describe this feeling to you..

how much i love you..

n

to be truth..

i could never live far from you....

never....


u tell me u love me..
u need me...


n

i want u to trust me that....


i love you too syg... so much~!
with all of my heart....



p/s: thanks for the message and the moments.. i know n i believe that..
i am so much precious to u.. love... always.. forever...

SURAT DARI SEORANG IBU, UNTUK SANG MENANTU LAKI2 nya

SURAT DARI SEORANG IBU, UNTUK SANG MENANTU LAKI2 nya

wahai menantuku,

aku hanyalah seorang ibu yang berbicara atas nama diriku sendiri dengan melihat putriku sebagai istrimu dan engkau sebagai menantuku. bila engkau membaca pesan ini semoga engkau melihat pula bayang wajah ibu yang telah mengandung dan melahirkanmu, berdiri bersamaku tepat dihadapanmu.



wahai menantuku,

bukankah engkau sudah berjanji akan menjadi imam dunia akherat untuk putriku. bukankah engkau juga telah bersumpah untuk membawanya hingga ke baka dan memberinya satu tiket ke surga.



wahai menantuku,

bila ada kelemahan dari istrimu dan seribu lagi keburukan yang dilakukannya akibat kelemahan dan juga karena kekurangan darinya, bukankah menjadi tugasmu untuk mendidiknya sekarang, begitu yang seharusnya.



wahai menantuku,

diajarkan kepadamu oleh Nabi bahwa seorang suami tak boleh membiarkan mata istrinya basah walau hanya serupa tetesan embun dini hari. bukankah engkau sebagai suaminya yang harus melindunginya dengan rasa tentram dan aman. maka berikanlah keteduhan bagi jiwanya.



wahai menantuku,

engkau suami yang dipilih Tuhan untuk putriku, bersabarlah terhadap istrimu dan tetaplah bersikap lemah lembut padanya. bukankah engkau menikahinya atas nama Tuhanmu maka sayangi dan peliharalah istrimu dengan jalan Tuhan.



wahai menantuku,

sebagian besar penghuni neraka adalah perempuan dan itu disebabkan mereka durhaka terhadap suaminya, maka selamatkanlah istrimu dari dosa yang lebih besar. bukankah nantipun engkau akan ditanya tentang tanggung jawab bagaimana kau mengurus mereka dan menjaga jalan surga untuk bisa di lalui oleh yang harus kau bawa serta.



wahai menantuku,

engkau di ijinkan menghukum istrimu sewajarnya namun janganlah mengenai wajahnya dan jangan pula menyentuh tubuhnya hingga meninggalkan jejak luka. janganlah menghardiknya dengan kata-kata kasar dan umpatan yang merendahkan seolah engkau turut menistakan dirimu sendiri sebab ia juga adalah perhiasanmu...*

:(

Dan aku mimpi perkara itu, sejurus aku add akak zila, ttp aku sendri pun xtahu kenapa aku nak sgt add dia.. ya Allah, jauhkanlah sifat buruk sangka itu, dan bukti ini hanyalah kerana mereka rapat..saya bukan cemburu buta, cuma saya malu, saya kecewa dan saya sedar ,mak saya sedang bermasalah dgn kita.. tapi, nth.. saya xpk negatif, cuma perasaan saya kecewa, dan bertambah kecewa.saya akui, saya lagi byk buat awk cemburu, tapi saya kawal segalanya dan cuba kawal..

dear husband...

dear husband..

to be truth,
i don't understand this feeling,
when you are away from me,
i always missing you,
terribly do..
but when you are here beside me,
i miss you even more...
its like i don't have the guts to let you far away from me,
do you have any solution for dis?
my dear,husband? :)


p/s: i believed that we are destined to be together, forever.

nama anak kita sdap tawww

smlm kn dinda mimpi,dinda mengandung.. n nama anak kita kn mohamad naufal ali bin mohamad zafir :) sdapp n bgs kn nama nie :)

if i could...

my dear,sweetheart...

pssttt.. can i just whisper all this thing on this wall? i couldnt say this straight to you.. ngeee..

you know what.. everytime i think about you.. i always think.. what am going to do with you.. to make you happy.. i always asking myself.. for all this while,are you happy to be with me? are you happy to walk through the hard and sweet moment with me? i don't know.. but you know what.. i am happy for ded.. but i'll be much more happy if....

i could make you happy then i do..
i could make our love story is different then you have before..
i could be the one and only for you...
i could be the most important person in your life...
i could be the one you need every second every minutes every hour every moments.
i could understand you more then anyone else do..
i could make your dream come true..
i could make you special and favorite dishes..
i could give you as many babies as you wish..
n the most important is... if i could live in this world,grow old together with you.. only you and build our happy family until the end of our life together...

of course.. there is more.. n i am barely could not write more.. i'll keep in my mind..

my dear husband..
if i ask you could i make all this thing as reality, would you say yes?

rindu setengah mati...

rindu sgttttttttttttt!!!!!! :((( :((( :((((( sumpahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... aku nk engko!!!1

syg.. dinda malu dgn kanda

syg... dinda maluw sgt dgn kanda actually, dinda sakit, kanda still dgn dinda, dinda lemah, kanda still teman dinda.. dinda maluw sgt... kdg2 dinda jadi dingin dgn kanda bukan sbb dinda xsyg kanda, x.. tp sbb dinda terlalu sygkan kanda, dinda x snggup biarkan kanda tanggung beban nie. kanda seorang laki yg sgt baik, tp knapa kanda dpt isteri mcm nie, dinda bole janjikan kesetiaan, tp kebahagiaan yg selamanya? dinda susah nk janjikan tue sbb keadaan dinda, maafkan dinda sbb dh byk kali sakitkan ati kanda, buat kanda marah n susah hati, maafkan dinda atas bebanan yang kanda tanggung selama ini. tp tanpa kanda d sisi dinda selama dinda sakit, susah nie, mungkin family dinda dh kehilangan dinda...

love

my dear...

my dear.. today's is 18 of january. and at about 3 month and few days, that we've know each other, but siyesy.. i feel like its a very long time that i know you. yes, we have a very strange love story chronolgy. but i have to confess that you are the kind of guy that i've been looking for all this life. i have met so many guys before, but of course they seems to be different like you. yes, to be truth. i am so into you right now. my love, my heart, my everything is just for you and i dont feel regret of having that kind of feelings towards you. however.. i feel regret of myself.

my dear...
i am really sorry for everything. you came to me when i was sick, we build our love nest when i am still sick, we have a date when i am still sick, part of our moment is just a miserable situation. most of the time i mean. but you still standing here beside me and do anything just to make sure i could be fine. you know how much i appreciate that??? you still want me to be your wife even you know everything about my weakness. oh my....

i am barely feeling so weak when i think about you... how dissapointed am i because of myself. i tried to get rod of it but sometimes i cannot stand it. i feel upset when i see you playing and kiss your beloved niece.. putri.. i feel guilty when you talk and talk about our future, i feel lost when you said you will love me till the end of your life. syg.. i am scared.. terribly scared and worry about everything, i always wanted to make you feel the happiness of having our own happy family. i really wish i could give you that, but i am afraid i cannot do so... oh my.....
i really love you, but...